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Dear Universe…
I don’t get it
As I stare at my computer screen on this last night at my Airbnb, I have to wonder what else is in store for me. Don’t get me wrong I am grateful to have had 4 nights in a row of bed rest but there has got to be more to this journey than periodical moments of normalcy.
Maybe I haven’t been clear on my wishes, maybe I have taken one too many wrong turns, maybe I’m so complicated that I’m confusing; either way, I’m tired. Not the kind of tired to give up but the worn-out kind.
I’m finding myself slowing down and hazy. I leave the process of my life in your universal hands but constantly find myself falling again. How can I supposedly trust the universe when the universe seems to have it out for me?
Am I missing something?
Most spiritual followers have the same spiel, “Be grateful, have faith, and be open”. Either I’m not doing something right or I’m caught in some weird web because this is whack!
Yup, I said it…whack!
Hang on, I’m waiting for the commentary attacks about how and why I shouldn't pitch a fit about where my life is…*insert 0 fucks*
To be honest, I no longer care! People have their own weird wiring on what we should and shouldn’t do when it comes to those of you in the universal realm. Personally, I’m back…